Sunday, October 24, 2010 4:37 AM
We were both empty hearts.
SO MANY THINGS have happened lately, I can barely catch my breath! The good side is that exams are over :) And that I've been able to hang out with 407 more often - it's really fun to be able to slack around and catch up and stay out late at night! Although it really messes up my sleep cycle :P And chalet was awesome fun too. The bad side is that every single day is perpetually
packed to the max for me - and because of my zero time management skills - I end up really very tired and spread too thin in a dozen areas. Hahah.
Last night's mini outing to west coast park after boarding dinner was a nice fresh relief. It was quite wonderful to be sitting out there listening to the sea, and looking at the glittering reflections on the sea (despite the haze, rawr) and just talking to a bunch of amazing people. We were mostly talking nonsense though! :3 Most of the conversation topics of last night have to be censored though, too bad :P
You aren't always what I hope you'll be - sometimes you get too irritated with me, or become too irritating yourself, can't tell what I'm feeling, don't take hints. But I know you're trying your best as much as I am (I hope) and that's enough for me. :) Because I'm not going to try to fit a triangle peg into a round mould - we've talked about it before :) I'm afraid I might be putting a little too much of my heart into this (and so quickly, especially after I intended to carry on my new year's resolution of not falling in love until the time was right which meant university HAHAH) but I trust God will take care of this, and of us too.