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Mm script checking today was pretty painless. (:

Except for chem. I seriously hope they moderate it, because our class average is like 46.6/80 -> C+! (And I got slightly below average urgh.) Maybe after moderation, I should be able to scrape an A for the overall. :D I find it pretty ironical that my best subject was Evolution :O Something that I'm not even supposed to believe in the first place. Does that say alot about me? Well, I don't know.

......is upping its intake by 2012. The very year that our batch enters uni! Hahah cool cool. (:

I'm bored :(

20% awesome
50% enthusiasm
10% teasing other people, and getting a kick out of it
20% laughter and friendship
AND YOU HAVE M09407!! (:

Mmm I shall do a class dedication post, since I'm killing my time at home before we head down for IR.

Alastair:
We've been in the same class for 4 years, and yet I can't really say that I know you very well hmms. Anyway thanks for making lessons entertaining sometimes when we're all falling asleep, and I must say you're quite different from year1! Oh wells. All the best in everything anyways. (:

Alexius:
HARRY POTTER SPECS! I think that's what everyone notices about you first :) I'm glad you're sooo much more outgoing now, must be our class' influence. :D You're really pro in your studies, wow. It's been so awesome having you around in 407 (:

Ashsiddique:
Qing gong master! I've really enjoyed being in the same class as you! (: You're one of the more sane people in class, and I know you have your funny side as well. Hehe all the random suanning sessions, and we're always fighting for you to be on our side whenever we play team sports during PE. Hahah and thanks for making history lessons more bearable last sem too. :D

Barnabas:
I think you really have a sense of humour, and you're suuuuper funny. Although I was quite surprised/taken aback at first how you reacted to the guys' teasing! Hahah it's been pretty cool getting to know you too, and your presentations always never fail to make us laugh. Thanks for letting us call you Barny all the time too, hehe.

Bernadine:
4 years in an awfully long time to be in the same class with someone and I'm so glad that it's you! From the stern-faced Bernadine last time, you've completely made a 180 degrees turn around. And now you can tolerate my randomness and how I laugh over nothing at all after a sugar high :D It's so wonderful being in the same CCA and class as you and being able to share everythingggg (except food! hahah!) I really hope we'll be toilet mates next year, and then we can sing the whole hostel down! (: And hopefully you won't throw me out of the window first.. Hahah for precautionary measures, we'd better get a room on the 2nd floor :P

Chee Ying:
Mentor Rep! You're really quiet and guai and another of those really smart people in class (: pei fu pei fu. Hehe thanks for being so organised and helping to coordinate all the stuffs for chalet! I can't wait for 407 chalet, and I think you've been a wonderful mentor rep too. :D

Chin Wen:
I didn't have much impression of you at first except that you're Germaine's boyfriend! Hahah that is, until you started all the funny photoshopped pictures of me on facebook. I have to admit they're quite amusing and you're really pro at it though :P And it's been really nice to suan you with Germaine all the time, and sit in front of you during all our exams :)

Chua:
Thanks for being the best tablemate-labpartner I can possibly have (: And for teaching me how to be more money minded, kaching kaching! Hahah I'm so glad I got to know you better this year after sitting next to you ^^ The lessons in class aren't half as boring anymore when we're talking about food, and taiwanese dramas and writing stupid notes to each other. :D And of course, IR also! All my embarrassing moments at NUS were spent with you hahahaha. One day we must come up with our ultimate "So hot" convo. :D

Douglas:
Hmm you disappeared to NUS after sem 2! But it was still really nice having you in class for one and a half years, and all of us would bug you for answers to math/physics assignments :) Hope you're having fun doing your degree hahah that means no army until much later right! I don't think you'll see this but you want to drop by the chalet you're welcome anytime. :D

Germaine:
GERM LOO (: You're super awesome and random and hilarious! I'm so glad I got to know you better because I'd have missed out on a lot of laughs if I didn't. :D Heheh talking about youth camps and our churches and concerts and your (ahem) love life (ahhem) has been really fun :) Although sometimes when we're studying and you talk alot, I always say that I want to slap you, I don't really mean it! You know that right :) Next year we should do something cool like record our own CD or something, I can play the piano and you can sing/ and play everything else! Hahah. :D

Givanna:
It's so nice being your classmate and sharing all the fun moments in class :D hehe especially when we're complaining about homework/ tests and stuff like that. You're 19 right! or 18! I'm not too sure, but I'm glad you don't think we're awfully childish and all (: hehe hope to see you around again next yearrrr.

Ivan:
Hahah Ivan! I think you're one of the sanest guys out of the crazy guys gang. :) It's so fun hanging out during class outings and during PE. Hmm anyway I really don't know whether you're crazy or sane sometimes, seriously! Must neutralise Zikai hahah. :P Oh and I won't forget how you and dunno who else used my facebook account to publicise my embarrassing "put aluminium foil in the microwave" thing hahah rawr.

Jun Han:
I'll always remember you for all the announcements on the whiteboard in different languages and stuff that never fail to make me laugh. :) oh and the proofs that said study = fail or something like that too. Hehe I used to think that you were really guai last time, but I think we all know better now! Anyways you're really really uber pro in your studies, perfect balance of work and play :) Oh and thanks for intro-ing us to all your funny random games too ;D

Kenrick:
You're amusing. Especially with all your eating-in-class episodes, bringing a whole plate of chicken rice + desserts in like it was the most normal thing in the world to do! Hahah oh and I used to read your blog for my daily dose of laughter too :P Nice owning noobs at games too, and I really don't know how you can tell jokes/say something absolutely hilarious with a straight face. Lol.

Luckyim:
I'm so glad you're cheerful now! (: I was really quite worried when you were all emo and stuff last sem, but now you're so much better :D Anyways it's been great getting to know you in class and learning my tiny little bit of conversational thai! Hahah hope we can still get to see each other next year in hostel and all :)

Mao ye:
Hmm I don't really know you that well, but your studies are suuuper pro too! And your chinese, is like, wow. Hahah mind boggling or something. :) It's funny how I didn't really get to talk to you much these couple of years, it's still nice to have you as a classmate anyways :D

Niel:
Hahah another 4 years classmate! You've grown quite alot I think. You used to be shorter than me HAHAH. Anyways it's been nice talking to you and getting to know you better and all even though I got suanned like crazy on facebook/ in real life/ everywhere! Hahah you're uber pro in your SF4 and all the other games that you play in the arcade and own us hands down all the time. :) Maybe one day we'll see you as a world class SF4 player or something, just maybe. :P

Ronald:
Very funny, Ronald, so funny. I find it super hilarious to do that and annoy you! xD You're one of the most amusing people I've ever met, and I'm so glad that you're in our class. Hehe I will not let myself get conned of 19bucks by anyone again! And don't put the chicken with the moisturising cream this coming class chalet okay :D Hahah.

Ryan:
Math Geniuszxzx! You're really superbly pro. :D I remember how I first sat next to you last year and you got so irritated at me drawing all over my table, and I got irritated at you back for trying to erase my doodles! All the best in chasing her, I think we all know who it is :) Don't kill me. It's wonderful having you as a classmate too for the past 2 years hehe.

Shengze:
Thanks for lending me your laptop and iTouch and all the other electronic gadgets during free periods hahah. And for being ever so sporting when we tease you and call you a pig and stuff like that, oink oink. :D Hahah hiding in the cupboard to fool Ms Sie was really epic, I think it's one of those episodes I'll never forget you know! I'm really glad you're in our class too (:

Tricia:
What can I say to you! Hahah you're the only one who will understand what I'm laughing at, and with both of us together, it's like a positive feedback mechanism. Until Ms Kong had to separate both of us last to like, the far ends of the classroom or something! Hahah it's been awesomely fun and great to work on projects together, even though our physics projects so far have all been ultimate fail. But we still have a good laugh over it, the projectile launcher HAHAHA. :) I'll buy you cinamoroll stuff for christmas hehe since you like it so much :D And you're super pro in your studies too, jiayous (:

Yuan Xi:
I think you're one of the people I'm more comfortable talking to, outside of TGABC (: You're really quite amusing too sometimes, and I wish I got to know you better, earlier! Anyway your chinese is the THE BOMB too hehe :D Of course right. Anyway I really hope we get to talk more next year and stuffzx hahah.

Zikai:
Hehe you're undoubtedly the funniest guy in class. Mr Love Guru too, with all your experience and your 1928312 girlfriends :) Okay okay I'm kidding. Thanks for listening to me talk rubbish about The Clown and how freaked out I was about it, and for telling me not to hu si luan xiang until exams were over. Hahah I never knew you were such a good listener! It's been so awesome having you as a classmate and friend :)

I've finally finished typing out everything, wow. Now I'm even more hyped up for 407 chalet heh :D

MY HEART CANNOT TAKE IT. SERIOUSLY. DONT DO THIS TO ME.

I forgot everything that I was going to post about. Hahah. I know I was thinking about what to blog when I was on the train coming home, but somehow everything's gone from my mind now.

please be true, it's too good to be true. I think I shall wake up in a couple of hours time, this must be a dream.

I've been dreaming so much for the past few nights. Even last night, I dreamt that I was rushing to and fro, trying to get stuff done for both school and church, and that I reached home at 11pm. And then I was feeling so tired and about to crash my bed when Ryan (?!) called me to tell me that Chinese homework was due tomorrow. I was so tired and frustrated, and then I woke up to find that I had been asleep all along. YEAH EVERY MORNING I WAKE UP TO FEEL AS IF I HAVEN'T SLEPT. Do you know how tiring that is.

I like talking to Heidi (: Actually I think it's more of she talking and me listening! Stamp-peeling hahah, private joke. (: Okay byebye. Chua and I have IR tomorrow and thursday, rawr. :(

Post-edit: If I have not love, everything I do amounts to nothing. My service is nothing, my sharing is nothing, my ministry is nothing, my calling is nothing. Grant me love, Lord. We love because He first loved us. :)

I think this picture is really cute hahah!
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I can taste my freedom already. Everyone seems to be treating me as Little Miss Love Advice or something :/

Everything went well today, pretty smoothly, just as I prayed it would be. On the other hand, my mood has been on a roller coaster, something I completely didn't expect.

To make myself feel better. Something from the youth bulletin. I saw it and thought that I'd want to post it here.

You say, "It's impossible."
God says, "What is impossible with men is possible with God."

You say, "I'm exhausted."
He says, "But those who wait on the Lord, shall renew their strength."

You say, "Nobody loves me."
He says, "I have loved you with an everlasting love."

You say, "I can't go on."
He says, "My grace is sufficient for you."

You say, "I don't know what to do."
He says, "And He shall direct your paths."

You say, "I can't do it."
He says, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."

You say, "It's not worth it."
He says, "We will reap a harvest if we do not give up."

You say, "I can't forgive myself."
He says, "In Christ God forgave you."

You say, "I can't make ends meet."
He says, "God shall supply all your need..."

You say, "I'm afraid."
He says, "God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power..."

You say, "I can't handle this."
He says, "Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you."

You say, "I'm not smart enough."
He says, "If any of you needs wisdom, you should ask God for it."

You say, "I'm all alone."
He says, "I will never leave you nor forsake you."

1. Thank you for listening to me talk.
2. Thank you for encouraging me, but I don't think I will. I don't have the courage to.
3. Thank you for your wakeup call. Sometimes I think I need someone just like you to tell me the truth to my face.

I think my mood has 2 extremes: Happy or tired.

IM HAPPY TODAY (: I'm always happy after spending a day in church. Worship prac went great even though we got chased out of the chapel by the SES people heh.

And then I went to study Chinese before sfg and Pastor Dixon saw my Anglican High paper. So he was asking me about it and looking at the paper and being really fascinated. And I was wondering why until he told me that's his old school! Hahah wow I didn't know. :) Then we went for dinner, I loveeeee pontian hehe. :D

Anyways today's topic was really difficult. In the sense that I find it really hard to apply to real life? I can't be a saint. That was what we were talking about I guess. Subsequently, we were talking about the community day visit challenge, and Kim said, "SUC--CESS!" And I thought she said, "Suck!" at first. hahah everyone saw my expression change. xD

I think SFG is the best thing that has happened to me this year! (: I've really learnt alot, grown alot and I think it's the place where I share the most openly as well. We've all grown closer over the course of this year, and I'm so thankful for all the people. Working together on challenges has just brought us closer (even though I didnt attend the church camp one!) And I can really see God working through each and every person, and I must say I really look forward to SFG sessions yups.


I really have issues with......... (if you're reading this, it probably isn't you.)

During the exam period I keep having the same annoying recurring dream. In which I'm back in my primary school again, and the dentist calls for me. So I'm walking down the stairs, terrified out of my wits, holding the red clipboard with my name next on the list. The one thing that's different is that the dentist is my church friend, and not the actual school nurse, but I'm still terrified all the same. So I go to the toilet and check my teeth - yup they're okay. And the moment I step into the dental clinic, he takes one look at my teeth and tells me he's going to extract my molar.

Then I wake up just as my tooth is about to be pulled out.

Yeah and the other dream that I have all the time is that I'm taking the physics paper, but the font size of the words is too small and I have to squint to see it clearly. And the worst thing is that I've gotten Fleming's left hand and right hand rule mixed up, and I flip through the paper and I can't remember anything.

Hahaha exam stress much? I'm going to study chinese now byebyez.

editpost: I haven't done any chinese muahahah. I think I'll wake up early to do it tomorrow or something :) And I just read through my eportfolio writings and I was such an annoying arrogant stuck up twat I want to travel back in time and slap my year1 self. MY GOODNESS.

I did better for chinese than expected :) Thank God. I thought I would flunk the paper 'cause I wrote a whole bunch of nonsense in my broken Chinese for the inferential questions rawr. I'm going to bug Wu Lao Shi tomorrow to upgrade my marks by 1% hahahah. Hopefully he'll be nice enough :D